not in a good mood dear…

uda pernah blum nengok ke cermin pas lg bete or bad mood minta ampun???nah coba de cek sekali2 dijamin bakalan nemu sosok dgn wajah asem yg tiada terukir senyuman disana..*eheem itu sih bahasa halusnya monster huehehehe*…

itu jg yg kejadian hari ini, duh mungkin klo ada samsak lebih enak jd energi kemarahannya bisa disalurkan dgn baik n benar hehehehe…bingung jg sih..knp mendadak hr ini jd agak temperamental… apa-obat-waras-uda-abis-yah??hihihihi tp kayaknya ini dampak stres yg merupakan kumpulan dr beberapa faktor berikut :

1. lg beda pendapat ma ortu : yg ini sampe bikin gw mengigau lantaran masuk ke jajaran mimpi buruk mudah2an cepet kelar…
2. lose contact : makes me wondering what had happened..
3. menghadapi supplier bandel : bikin orang darah tinggi aje uuppss….
4. one of my best co-worker planning to resign : hikssss kemana lg ku kan mencurahkan isi hati???
5. tugas kuliah bejibun : ini puncaknya krn buku blm di tangan sedangkan deadline pengumpulan 2 minggu lg + anggota kelompok yg pasif *lengkaplah sudaaaah* ; panik euy..
6. ketika hasrat tuk resign uda tak terbendung lg + blum adanya respon positif dr sekian byk lamaran yg disebarkan cukup bikin frustasi..

tp biar gitu ada jg sih sisi positifnya :

1. dapet sumbangan cemilan dari dept. tetangga *setelah mereka merasa iba dgn tatapan kelaparan gw hehehehe* ; lumayan enak euy..jd pengen nambah uuppss..
2. one of my senior is planning to get married very soon.. : kaget plus seneng dengernya!congratz yah!

hadu…tp ga boleh nih dibiarin lama2…but i really need to find a way to get my smile back…okeeeeh..semangaaattt!!!

po-em

Today I thought about you
and I realized something.
I felt like a part of me was missing,
and I discovered it was you.

We’re so comfortable around each other,
and we don’t have to think about
what we say, or how we say it.
I missed that today. I missed you.

I thought of the times when we
kicked back, shared our dreams, our hopes,
and plans ~ and you really listened.
I missed that today. I missed you.

Remembering your smile,
and how you made me smile ~
created a smile.
I love how being just who we are is enough.
I missed that today. I missed you.

And so, as you go through your busy day,
and I go through mine,
please know that you often cross my mind,
and I missed you today. I missed you.

Taken from  here